Waiting on a Miracle

So, the last few months have been a bit hard but one is never given more than they can handle. I still have tough days where I think about how far along I would have been had I not miscarried. For example, this week we would have found out the sex of the babies. But I know bigger and better things are ahead and I have to keep pushing forward. The doctors say we can start trying again in late June or July so we are waiting (not-so-patiently waiting but waiting) to try again.

In the meantime, we are in the process of buying a house and hoping to close in June. It has been quite an interesting experience but if we are able to get this house, it would be a lovely place to live and raise a family.

I pray that I keep busy until we are able to try for another child and that this baby will be healthy so that I may have the chlid I have long dreamed of.